I got Today

a thousand days is not a short time
stringing strokes life
on every sheet of life

I got today
whether tomorrow I could say hello again
smiled and returned the dots

Save the stars
were scrawled on the ceiling light
hope painted there
with the starry night

Rainbow in the Night

Stalled under the heavens
Staring at the ceiling wet
often scratched twilight
Lie down a moment closed
Propped on line memories

Standing at one point
and at the same time
Her heart is locked in silence
I'm just a dim candle
Whenever be extinguished
A bead of dew that disappears
When touched by the sun

The stars ..
Did he pretend
Sebait stringing words with empty ink
Knitting inline memory
the fragile thread that
Being a snow
At the heart arid
Being beats in every step

Gemulan month ..
Look at me
Should I be spaced
to find a point
Yes a point
Towards new paras

Pelangi di Penghujung Senja

Terhenti di bawah langit-Nya
Menatap langit-langit basah
yang  kerap tergores senja
Merebah terpejam sejenak
Tersandar pada sebaris kenangan 

Berdiri pada satu titik
dan waktu yang sama
hati nya terkunci membisu

Aku hanya sebuah lilin yang  redup
Kapanpun bisa padam
Sebutir embun yg akan lenyap
Saat tersentuh mentari

Bintang-gemintang ..
Apa dia bersandiwara
Merangkai sebait kata dengan tinta kosong
Merajut sebaris kenangan
dengan benang  yg rapuh
Menjadi sebutir salju
Di saat hatinya gersang
Menjadi  detakan  di setiap langkahnya

Bulan gemulan ..

Tataplah aku
Haruskah aku menjadi spasi
untuk menemukan sebuah titik 

Ya sebuah titik
Menuju alinea baru

Do You Think

I do not want you to come
Bring a happiness
Filled with drama

Whether what you want
Sow happiness with thorns
Come and go as you please

Leaving a thousand questions
That still bind in the liver

Do you think I am
I have a feeling
Because I am also a human

Please do not make me miserable
And wounded more deeply

Smile for Me

Closed a blind eye
Take off the sleepiness
That kept snatching
Waiting to hear from you until
This moment you're gone

Disappeared and some where
Playacting or not
Maybe that makes me miserable
Waiting for something that is uncertain

I always wait for
As I lay helpless
Is there one person who asked me how

There is never a
Only Allah who loved me
Strengthen me to stand tall

Smile for me the Last

Why did he not come
Though I'm sick
Languish waiting for your presence
smile on my last days

some years ago was the last meeting
I can not come
I was afraid
I would be sick

I do not want you to know
about all the suffering
sorrow
I want you to be happy
Smile for me the last

To Nowhere

God
I do not know any true or not
See the false hopes he gave me
I've never understood
Thing will happen this time

I wanted to accompany him
I want to keep it
I want to take care
Being injured her back in time

God
Give an answer soon so
I could determine the direction
If I had to run
I would run
Will not wait anymore