Sirna

Sirna

Apakah hukum karma berlaku di dunia ini
Satu spasi menjadikan sebuah perbedaan
Lelah kaki dan hati ini menyusuri kehampaan
Saat kau pandang aku sebelah mata

Terlambat untaian kata indah menyapaku
Saat  aku telah melangkah
Meninggalkan musim penghujan yang sendu

Tuhan telah memberiku jalan yang indah
Membawaku pulang meninggalkan kenangan pahit
Menghapuskan rasa dan namamu dalam hati
Tidak seperti dulu dan ternyata tidak abadi

Aku terlalu lelah
Aku terlalu benci atau apa aku tidak pernah mengerti
Tidak ada setitik rasa pun untuk mu
Maafkan aku ..  

Lost Feeling

Lost Feeling

Is the law of karma applies in this world
The space makes a difference
Tired legs and hearts it down emptiness
When you look at me eye
Late strands beautiful word hello
As I have stepped
Leaving the gloomy rainy season

God has given me a wonderful way
Take me home leave bitter memories
Eliminate taste and your name in the hearts
Not like it used to and it is not eternal

I'm too tired
I too hate or what I never understood
Not a speck of sense even to you
I'm sorry ..

I got Today

a thousand days is not a short time
stringing strokes life
on every sheet of life

I got today
whether tomorrow I could say hello again
smiled and returned the dots

Save the stars
were scrawled on the ceiling light
hope painted there
with the starry night

Rainbow in the Night

Stalled under the heavens
Staring at the ceiling wet
often scratched twilight
Lie down a moment closed
Propped on line memories

Standing at one point
and at the same time
Her heart is locked in silence
I'm just a dim candle
Whenever be extinguished
A bead of dew that disappears
When touched by the sun

The stars ..
Did he pretend
Sebait stringing words with empty ink
Knitting inline memory
the fragile thread that
Being a snow
At the heart arid
Being beats in every step

Gemulan month ..
Look at me
Should I be spaced
to find a point
Yes a point
Towards new paras

Pelangi di Penghujung Senja

Terhenti di bawah langit-Nya
Menatap langit-langit basah
yang  kerap tergores senja
Merebah terpejam sejenak
Tersandar pada sebaris kenangan 

Berdiri pada satu titik
dan waktu yang sama
hati nya terkunci membisu

Aku hanya sebuah lilin yang  redup
Kapanpun bisa padam
Sebutir embun yg akan lenyap
Saat tersentuh mentari

Bintang-gemintang ..
Apa dia bersandiwara
Merangkai sebait kata dengan tinta kosong
Merajut sebaris kenangan
dengan benang  yg rapuh
Menjadi sebutir salju
Di saat hatinya gersang
Menjadi  detakan  di setiap langkahnya

Bulan gemulan ..

Tataplah aku
Haruskah aku menjadi spasi
untuk menemukan sebuah titik 

Ya sebuah titik
Menuju alinea baru

Do You Think

I do not want you to come
Bring a happiness
Filled with drama

Whether what you want
Sow happiness with thorns
Come and go as you please

Leaving a thousand questions
That still bind in the liver

Do you think I am
I have a feeling
Because I am also a human

Please do not make me miserable
And wounded more deeply

Smile for Me

Closed a blind eye
Take off the sleepiness
That kept snatching
Waiting to hear from you until
This moment you're gone

Disappeared and some where
Playacting or not
Maybe that makes me miserable
Waiting for something that is uncertain

I always wait for
As I lay helpless
Is there one person who asked me how

There is never a
Only Allah who loved me
Strengthen me to stand tall

Smile for me the Last

Why did he not come
Though I'm sick
Languish waiting for your presence
smile on my last days

some years ago was the last meeting
I can not come
I was afraid
I would be sick

I do not want you to know
about all the suffering
sorrow
I want you to be happy
Smile for me the last

To Nowhere

God
I do not know any true or not
See the false hopes he gave me
I've never understood
Thing will happen this time

I wanted to accompany him
I want to keep it
I want to take care
Being injured her back in time

God
Give an answer soon so
I could determine the direction
If I had to run
I would run
Will not wait anymore

What Happened

I do not know
what was happening to me

The feeling was easy to disappear
Sometimes it comes back

Not one iota of light
that illuminates the heart

And that too is not he
What happened lost destroyed in an
instant somewhere to go where

While be Happy

Like this that i do not want
Rowed and rowed
On the which the boat was pulled pernahh go.
Who guess I always pick up the morning sun it was a rainbow.
Yes really a rainbow.
Lord, please answer the prayers
Immediately the which had offered
Let me not sink and fast fading
Send the rain all the time
Whocan be leaned to touch every piece of flower
If I had to run I would run
If he is still looking for me
I'll be waiting Friday's happy,
but only briefly

Uncertainty

Either I stop or not
when he gets news of uncertain
My wing was broken and could no longer move my feet

Remember the memories with him makes me happy
I do not care what anyone else says
This is my life like this

Happiness is simple
Simply me and my heart felt
although others have never considered

Belongs only to God

Sometimes people forget to himself
happiness comes when a
But the beauty and wealth
only his
no more

arrogance and pride
emerged from a human
because most fantastic feeling

I do not think you like it
black scratches mengguratkan
on strong white paper

First Love

Test or engineering
I never knew
We live in a different line
a thin barrier
which makes us part

dust that makes your eyes blocked
make a distrust and hatred
are fused into one

I was wrong
love people who are too special
and it's hard for me to forget
My first Love

Receive Destiny

The best thing in life
is receiving all of destiny
destiny that God has outlined

Only his heart and feelings
When one of beauty and wealth
deposit is only

is nothing we
a small pebble in the hemisphere
which only has a name
and sapaat to be a godly man

End The Waiting

I think he is the moon
which will illuminate the night and the stars
I think he is going to pick up the morning sun
I was wrong

waiting for the right of an uncertain
I guess after the rain
there will always be a rainbow
which gives a smile
and the beauty of colorful life

Maybe this is the best
I'm not for him
I was wrong
waiting for an uncertain
but no one is not
When he himself who always come as he pleased

Undecid

Best for us
not necessarily good for others
precious to me
not necessarily to you

an expectation that is never complete
Should end there!

I never knew
whom fate
when a dream come true
an infinite happiness

and I can not let go

HBD

Forgive me if I deny
but the best thing
if I do not see

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Happy Birthday

I want to be first

Love Is Gift

Love is a gift
and every gift is wisdom
So enjoy the grace
grace is the wisdom

When the wind blows north
resapilah arrival
when water flows to hear the roar of the estuary
Resapilah every breath
immersed in love with the heart that you're happy

Former Self

One thing that makes me not understand
why do you always present in my dreams
It was hard when I have to forget you

One day or one minute
I never remember
Perhaps only when eyes closed
You can go

Help me to be myself
I wish it used
before knowing you

Mean of Dream

what dreams mean something to you
just little things that do not mean

Should I wait
while you were with the other
compose a story
I know without

you first come out of pity
maybe it's too vile for me
because they always expect you to come

maybe you're not my destiny

Such

Pain that you feel at this moment
Not much different from the first pain I felt

Understand if you have a heart

listen ..
softly ..
and taste ..

Should Wait You

It's not easy to forget about everything
A red rose was never touched by anyone
Awake with a sharp thorn

If you could ask for
Do not want no broken spines
Entirety and still sharp

Should I wait
But was too scared
when it finally hurts

everything is empty
and a thousand questions
Where you are
Did you still meningatku ..

At the end of the story

Ray of Light

If you're still waiting
Give me a hint of a gap
I understand that

Which way should I take
Because I never knew
You are where

Understand you do not hide
Give me a speck of light in order to understand

Give me Love

God
Can I store a name
In my heart and whisper in each sujudku

God why I was unable to
Unable to forget the name

God
And I've hurt
But it was only a flash
and was unable to abolish the love

God give way
give me the best

If it is destiny
pertemukanlah
Doors open to him

Not Easy

not easy back your hand
to forget one's name
Sometimes confusing love

It appropriate to remember
but often make the tears fall

What is love
one thousand words meaning

We can live with love is
With love we know the meaning of life

I Think

I think you're the sun
who would welcome early
I think you're the moon
that always accompany the night

I think you're star
that will adorn the dark sky
I think you're a rainbow
that comes after the rain

Maybe you will never be present
Although I waited until the death

Where are You

no news
when the wind blows
I can not see the look on your face

fine whether you're there
This pseudo Terkadanga a waste of time
pictured as a figure of the face

But what is wrong with his memory
because it can not escape from it all

And you do not care about this self-
Never thought of me
While I wait

Being the Best

Now I realize
Life is a story
It's really a story

One that I'm
give me the best way
strengthen me to keep swinging the footsteps of this
so I can be myself

Screams a Doormat

I hope you're not a loser
secretly you hurt me
stole my life

Have you ever heard the screams of a doormat
Come and go as you please
As to whether a form of heart
You're not like humans

You never have the feeling
You consider what this self-

I realize you're good at
articulate
You said to me a thousand theories
But the very opposite of self-

Now you feel
What kind of heart that hurt
Realize you just a little
You consider what this self-

In Memories

Remember
a string of words that you gave
Sometimes for me it is a beautiful thing

Do not cry
That's what you always say
I want to repeat the story
but all possible

One who can remember back
the diary

I Wish

Maybe I can forget everything
If life is a story
Now I was in the groove where

I wish I knew
What kind of life story
If it hurts
maybe I'll never wait

One name that remains in the liver
I never knew
What will
and ended up where

Was not wrong when I hope
Give me the wrong way for me not to vote

Life is Story

Real life is a story
It's really a story
For years I tried to remove the name
However, all without a trace

How should I
You trace the path that has been scratched

Every night he always comes in my dreams
How could I forget
While he is always present
at the time I forget about it

One Wishes

no one
when every man has a desire
Leaning back in solitude
Will reflect on one thing

Like this the real life
but do not make me languish
with a dummy wait

hope he will come
and call my name
smiled and greeted

God if you predetermine
Pertemukanlah me and him
When one heart happy
pain not only

No Understand

It is hard to understand about all this
Although I have been hurt
But always look forward to her

What is true love
But it's impossible because he belongs to someone else
Sometimes I wonder
Where lies the real heart
To whom and whose

What I still love her
He was there much

One Chance

ya Allah
Like what my life story later
If I do not have it bida

Could it be that I can let it go
Although it selit

Should I get rid of these false memories
But I never could
ya Allah
I beg a plead
I want to go back with him

Give me one more chance
hopefully

Undecided

Like what I am
Like what you
I never knew
I want regardless of the bond

I want to be my old self
I want to be a tough one
I want to be like before

Please do once you're back
Spreading thorn in the liver
These toxins spread to the eye sore

Understand
If you are a human
Indicate with a clean heart

End of the Waiting

I should end
An expectation that never ended
In the long arms
The story of the past
Maybe now I'll throw

The thing that makes the heart tormented
and can not get out of it

Please give me the way
Not that I let go of everything
I just want to propped for a while
in solitude

My Self Wrong

Maybe I'm wrong remember you
Has long lived in seclusion
Why did I not able to remove your name
Why I can not turn away from you

Rested for a moment in solitude
Close my eyes when I hear your name
Imagined past
When you are greeted

You're the first
Has now changed
From the stories of the past

I wish you to remember
hopefully

Love You One

Let me love you one more time
Give me the road and lights
So I know you're there

Too humble ourselves whether this
call your name
When saving a bit of longing hearts

Should I die terpasung
By waiting pseudo-

listen
listen to me
Are you still there

Grain Love

The nicest thing you gave to me
Love ..

love
Love is a gift
Happy because of love

Would feel empty without love
underground and make the heart tightness

Happiness is not the whole hog valuable because
It can make the heart happy kecilpun

Give me a drop of ink
being scratched by name
so I can smile again
and find my life

I was My Self

I'm not him
I am not he beautiful
I'm not him that you're proud of
I'm not him the perfect

One that I got is love
His love of
Is this for hope
I'm afraid to connect the dots with an empty ink
With a thousand witnesses the story of my life

I fear the heart of this re-injured
Please listen to my heart whisper
Group was as easy as you back your hand

I was myself
Not the other

Listen To Me

I do not understand with all these
When one heart hurt
Never be a reason
I hate to

God I do not want to be a stupid man
I want to be happy
But why this heart
Can not accept other people

What's wrong with me
Always the mind is filled with his name
My heart always turn down the name

God is all there in thee
You set all of these
Please open it for me was the way

True Love

Maybe this is called true love
For years I was in a false expectation
Do not care about all that happened to him

Lord can you remove these feelings to her
What might I be like this forever
Seseuatu awaiting an uncertain

God help me
convey this to her inner voice
give me a chance
to assemble a line of happiness
one more time and last time

Please help me

My little love

A drop of blood that poured thorn
Speck of dust attached to swept swept
All scattered on the chest
I whisper through bow down

Love that you give
is the most beautiful gift
One name that has swallowed me
tersimpandalam liver

Now I can not return the key
Lock your heart is broken and not replaced

Forgive me if this selaman
Asleep in a dream in progress
I realized I was just a small pebble
while you were a valuable star

My little love
I will always keep your name
Never know where and what you are
I hope you are carving a name that has been my
and kulirih in every throb of taste and prayer

Underworld

When your eyes closed
missed when not delivered
Sighed and longed to send him over the roar of the wind
Break through the walls of the small

One word for you
Give me the way
Do you care melantarkan
and a trick

Waiting Apparent

Should I believe in my little heart
Or in my eyes
moment to see the reality of all this

When the roar heard your heart
Bergetir moaning happy heart rhythm
Feel warm when touched cheeks with tears
to the heart of the deepest

I've never understood
please help me
Do not you give me false hope

The more you make like this
My heart is tormented

Most Beautiful

The most beautiful thing in life is not something big
which is worth more kecilah
I'm happy when my little heart to laugh

Shook the whole circulatory
which makes the heart tremble

I'm sure the effort, prayers and never give up
All of which we dream will come true
hopefully

To Believe

we live just a story
Determination of smoldering passion
is the key to reach the dream
Fate not all be denied

A determination
can we blindly with
attempted to pray, and plans are wise

Believe me there is nothing impossible in this world

continue to move

a thousand words deafen the ears bitter
The smoke stung the eyes
I do not care

I will keep the name and my resolve
in every sense of thrill and a prayer
one that I do not understand
I could not turn away from it