Liver Hurt

I know this is my fault
Why could you make me cry
As I waited for you to have the heart to go away
You destroy yourself this
But I never understood why

When I hear your name
My heart trembled and the tears flow
Am I too afraid of losing you
Are you too special

I realized I was not the one who deserves
I was too contemptible to yourself
I'm too selfish

But why did you tell everyone
If I hear it's finally sick